Give Me Peace by M.K. Harper
Author:M.K. Harper [Harper, M.K.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2022-09-21T16:00:00+00:00
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Saylor
âSaylor? Are you with me?â Danielleâs voice interrupts my thoughts, drawing me back to the present. âYou seem a little distracted today. Everything okay?â
Thatâs because I am distracted. I woke up this morning with Lochlanâs arm banded around my waist. The second I moved, he moved with me. As if his body was aware of mine, even in sleep. Heâd tightened his hold, which did nothing for my overinflated bladder, and tugged me closer. Iâd felt his arousal, hard and pressed against my ass. It made my head fuzzy and my stomach twist, but in a way I liked. My brain has been working overtime since my eyes opened, analyzing every interaction Iâve had with the guys over the past month. All the little things Iâve put off thinking about because I knew the moment I did, worry and indecision would swamp me.
âSorry. Iâm good, just have a lot on my mind.â I smile, but Danielle isnât buying it. Sheâs made a career out of reading people and studying the way the mind works. Iâm not fooling her or myself.
âIs there something youâd like to talk about?â I weigh my options. I could always bring up something completely different and hope she drops it, but Danielle is also the only other person I speak with and she might be able to help me work through the riot of emotions Iâm experiencing.
âIn cases like mine, do the women eventually want intimacy? Do they find normalcy?â I bite my lip nervously as I wait for Danielle to respond.
âI wish I could give you a straightforward, yes or no answer, Saylor, but that simply isnât possible.â Her placating smile is slightly frustrating. âLike Iâve said before, there is no right or wrong way to move forward after experiencing something like you, and sadly many others, have. I can say that, based on the information I have, there are cases far worse than yours and those women are thriving. Theyâve gone on to marry and have children, but that doesnât mean it was an easy journey to get to that point.
âBut there are also cases that arenât nearly as traumatizing as yours and they struggle every day just to get out of bed. Everyone responds differently. The only thing I can suggests is that no matter what it isâschool, job, relationshipsâmake sure youâre doing it because you want to. Not because you think it will help you move on. Constantly check in with yourself and make sure youâre doing things for you.â
âOkay.â I nod, mulling over what she said, but itâs hard when I honestly donât know what I want.
âIs there someone in particular thatâs brought on this line of questioning?â Danielle asks, her eyes kind and free of judgement.
âNo.â I shake my head because itâs not someone. Itâs multiple someoneâs, and though I might be sexually delayed, even I know it isnât normal to have feelings for five men at the same time. Itâs not just attraction, thereâs more between us than that, but itâs definitely prominent.
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